Sleeping weird (if any) hours now... I suppose it is just the Big Guy's way of telling me I need to start training for our new arrival.
Finding contentment with His plan has been my latest endeavor. I’ve been having trouble with looking forward and hoping that my kid is going to be a fun kid. I can’t help but want him/her to be a funny and cool kid. In the light of full blogging disclosure, I’m most hoping for a smart and semi-quirky kid. I’ve decided these are most definitely sinful longings from a most sinful man. But, I’ve resigned to the consideration that this is just the way I’m wired, and this is just my little way of putting His grace to work.
I recognize the fact that these are shallow and shortsighted feelings. Furthermore, these thoughts certainly neglect the full view of our future construct for the more immediate availability of a selfish, and idealistic story. When we see the whole picture, we certainly see how silly we are.
Needless to mention, this season of waiting has been a perplexing time.
- MPC
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